1 00:01:54,319 --> 00:01:57,959 I never went to church in Belgium, so why would I start going here? 2 00:01:58,319 --> 00:01:59,560 For the community. 3 00:02:00,280 --> 00:02:02,879 Besides, I reckon you're no saint, Phil. 4 00:02:03,400 --> 00:02:05,760 Hang on, I'm not a saint... 5 00:02:06,400 --> 00:02:09,439 I'm not a criminal either... I'm just a normal guy. 6 00:02:10,240 --> 00:02:11,759 We're all normal guys here, 7 00:02:12,120 --> 00:02:14,599 but we go to church on a Sunday, all the same. 8 00:02:16,120 --> 00:02:21,360 If... If I do come to church one day, I'll be there to look at your women. 9 00:02:21,800 --> 00:02:24,479 They're beautiful when they wear hats at the church. 10 00:02:24,560 --> 00:02:26,319 They don't wear hats to be beautiful. 11 00:02:26,639 --> 00:02:29,319 Well, why do they have to wear hats on a Sunday? 12 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:32,520 Women wear hats on a Sunday because it's always been like that. 13 00:02:32,599 --> 00:02:34,520 And it always will be like that. 14 00:02:35,080 --> 00:02:37,759 - But what about the wind? - What about it? 15 00:02:37,840 --> 00:02:39,840 - When it's windy? - It's always windy. 16 00:02:39,919 --> 00:02:41,639 - On a Sunday... - On a Sunday? 17 00:02:41,719 --> 00:02:44,639 - When it's windy on a Sunday. - What do you mean? 18 00:02:44,719 --> 00:02:48,120 - Why do they have to? - Because they have to. Why? 19 00:02:49,159 --> 00:02:52,360 Because it's difficult to wear hats when it's windy. 20 00:02:53,879 --> 00:02:57,240 It's Sunday Phil... Your questions are weird, man 21 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:08,800 I'm gonna go to the beach tomorrow. Wanna come with me? 22 00:03:09,159 --> 00:03:10,719 Not on a Sunday. 23 00:03:13,560 --> 00:03:15,000 Keep it straight. 24 00:03:19,759 --> 00:03:23,400 Hey Brian, Phil. I give all my best to your father. 25 00:03:24,360 --> 00:03:29,400 And tell him I got a bunch of... a bunch of... of fence posts to sell. 26 00:03:30,599 --> 00:03:33,520 - I'll let him know. - He seemed to be interested. 27 00:03:34,080 --> 00:03:36,840 - Give my best to Angus too. - Yeah. 28 00:03:37,400 --> 00:03:39,199 And to the Ice Queen. 29 00:03:45,120 --> 00:03:47,680 - To the Ice Queen? - Auntie Millie. 30 00:03:50,000 --> 00:03:52,599 - Why? - It's a stupid nickname. 31 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:56,639 - Yeah, but why 'Ice Queen'? - Because people are stupid. 32 00:03:59,080 --> 00:04:02,599 People think she's cold. And she's single so... 33 00:04:03,879 --> 00:04:08,280 It's a small island, so someone tasks you a stupid nickname and it sticks. 34 00:04:09,879 --> 00:04:14,400 I didn't know people called her like that. It's not very friendly. 35 00:04:15,639 --> 00:04:16,680 I know. 36 00:04:24,480 --> 00:04:28,000 I want to concentrate today a little on this particular verse, 37 00:04:28,079 --> 00:04:29,959 in chapter 2 verse 20. 38 00:04:30,360 --> 00:04:34,160 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, 39 00:04:34,560 --> 00:04:36,639 but Christ lives in me. 40 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,439 The life I now live in the body, 41 00:04:39,759 --> 00:04:45,560 I live by faith in the son of God who loved me and gave himself for me. 42 00:04:46,639 --> 00:04:49,399 I have been crucified with Christ... 43 00:04:49,480 --> 00:04:53,160 What does that mean? I have been crucified with Christ? 44 00:04:54,000 --> 00:04:55,639 Well, if you are safe today, 45 00:04:55,720 --> 00:05:00,439 the apostle Paul says that when the lord Jesus Christ died on the cross 46 00:05:00,839 --> 00:05:03,120 then you died with him. 47 00:05:04,000 --> 00:05:08,279 It was then, that the wages of sin and the wages of sin his death 48 00:05:08,360 --> 00:05:13,360 were paid forever in for by Christ on our behalf. 49 00:05:14,240 --> 00:05:17,000 And that's why now we need never fear death. 50 00:05:17,079 --> 00:05:18,800 We have already experienced it 51 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:22,839 and it no longer retains any power over us. 52 00:05:22,920 --> 00:05:27,040 The cross was the end of my old self. 53 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:32,920 The sinful and evil eye, right in the middle of sin, has gone. 54 00:05:33,720 --> 00:05:39,839 I have been crucified with Christ. And I, the old self no longer live. 55 00:06:08,959 --> 00:06:13,279 Auntie Millie! Phil has had a stroke. They took him to Inverness. 56 00:06:17,639 --> 00:06:19,360 Phil has had a stroke. 57 00:06:40,639 --> 00:06:43,079 Phil has had a stroke. 58 00:06:44,079 --> 00:06:46,879 How did they take him to Inverness? By boat? 59 00:06:46,959 --> 00:06:48,879 - By plane. - He had a heart attack? 60 00:06:48,959 --> 00:06:51,879 No... it was a stroke they told me. 61 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:57,759 - Can you survive a stroke? - Yeah, if you're lucky... 62 00:06:59,439 --> 00:07:02,759 But you might as well end up like a plant, it depends. 63 00:07:03,399 --> 00:07:07,399 Or lose one side... get paralyzed... lose your speech. 64 00:07:23,319 --> 00:07:24,759 Raigmore Hospital, Inverness. 65 00:07:24,839 --> 00:07:31,560 Hello... I'm looking for information please... on Phillipe Haubin. 66 00:07:32,079 --> 00:07:37,560 - Can you spell that for me? - H.A.U.B.I.N. 67 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:39,319 Just a moment... 68 00:07:44,639 --> 00:07:47,079 I'll pass you on to the neurology unit. 69 00:07:52,959 --> 00:07:56,600 So, in short, there doesn't seem to be any irreversible damage, 70 00:07:56,680 --> 00:08:00,720 and with regards to the amnesia, it's likely just temporary. 71 00:08:00,800 --> 00:08:04,319 Although we can't be completely sure yet. We need to see how it develops. 72 00:08:04,759 --> 00:08:08,120 I'm sure you can appreciate that each case is different. 73 00:08:08,199 --> 00:08:11,720 Firstly, he'll need to get his old life back little by little. 74 00:08:11,800 --> 00:08:14,319 Avoiding excesses of course. 75 00:08:14,759 --> 00:08:17,399 And then he'll need to come back for more tests in a few weeks, 76 00:08:17,480 --> 00:08:19,480 but we'll notify you first. 77 00:08:19,560 --> 00:08:22,879 You're his next of kin so we have your contact details. 78 00:08:23,480 --> 00:08:25,959 And if you notice the slightest change in attitude, 79 00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:27,839 speaking disorder, his balance... 80 00:08:27,920 --> 00:08:30,959 you should contact the emergency services straight away. 81 00:09:27,559 --> 00:09:28,919 Mister Haubin? 82 00:09:31,279 --> 00:09:34,080 The person that was supposed to pick you up couldn't make it I was told. 83 00:09:34,159 --> 00:09:37,519 Fortunately, I recognized the number of the hospital. 84 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:40,080 But usually, I'm off duty by now. 85 00:10:15,080 --> 00:10:17,879 Gentil, gentil, gentil... 86 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:26,519 - Millie Macpherson. - Hello, this is Raigmore hospital. 87 00:11:26,600 --> 00:11:28,679 Just calling to let you know that Phillipe Haubin has been released. 88 00:11:28,759 --> 00:11:30,879 - When? - Last night. 89 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:34,639 Okay, right... 90 00:11:35,840 --> 00:11:37,679 Yes. Thank you. 91 00:11:38,799 --> 00:11:40,080 Thank you very much. 92 00:11:47,600 --> 00:11:49,200 Bloody unbelievable. 93 00:11:52,039 --> 00:11:54,679 Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! 94 00:12:10,159 --> 00:12:11,480 Phil... 95 00:12:14,240 --> 00:12:15,799 I'm so sorry. 96 00:12:16,240 --> 00:12:21,159 I was meant to collect you yesterday, but the hospital forgot to ring me. 97 00:12:23,360 --> 00:12:24,919 You're OK? 98 00:12:26,039 --> 00:12:27,919 - Yes. - Good. 99 00:12:30,960 --> 00:12:32,759 Excuse me, who are you? 100 00:12:36,440 --> 00:12:37,759 I'm Millie, 101 00:12:40,759 --> 00:12:42,440 your reference person. 102 00:12:50,559 --> 00:12:52,080 It's freezing out here... 103 00:12:52,159 --> 00:12:55,799 Put on some clothes and I'll see you outside. Okay. 104 00:13:34,799 --> 00:13:37,919 Excuse me, what's your name again? 105 00:13:41,000 --> 00:13:42,279 Millie. 106 00:13:46,519 --> 00:13:48,559 And the hospital sent you to me? 107 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:55,720 No, we knew each other... before your stroke. 108 00:13:57,039 --> 00:14:01,440 You work at my father's farm. With my brother and nephew. 109 00:14:08,360 --> 00:14:09,639 I'm a friend. 110 00:14:11,440 --> 00:14:13,240 Good. 111 00:14:18,120 --> 00:14:21,200 Would you like to do something? Go somewhere? 112 00:14:26,039 --> 00:14:27,159 Yes. 113 00:15:13,679 --> 00:15:15,639 This is Peter, my brother. 114 00:15:17,759 --> 00:15:19,559 That's Brian, his son. 115 00:15:32,120 --> 00:15:34,159 This is my father, Angus. 116 00:15:37,960 --> 00:15:41,480 He's alright. Go on with your work. 117 00:17:16,240 --> 00:17:17,960 Morning. 118 00:17:23,359 --> 00:17:26,240 Here... Have you guys have seen Jason Bourne? 119 00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:30,160 Come on, you must have seen Jason Bourne. 120 00:17:30,240 --> 00:17:33,200 It's like exactly the same kind of set up. 121 00:17:34,000 --> 00:17:39,599 They ... They find him and he can't remember anything, 122 00:17:39,680 --> 00:17:43,000 so he goes around and he's trying to remember who he is... 123 00:17:43,079 --> 00:17:45,519 but you don't know, and he doesn't know... 124 00:17:45,599 --> 00:17:49,559 - We all know it's Phil. - Yes, well... Whatever. 125 00:17:52,799 --> 00:17:55,839 Hey, hope you haven't forgotten about that 200 pounds you owe me. 126 00:17:55,920 --> 00:17:58,200 Brian, that's enough. 127 00:17:58,880 --> 00:18:01,640 Oh, come on, I'm just having some crack with him. 128 00:18:03,759 --> 00:18:05,279 You got it? 129 00:18:06,200 --> 00:18:07,799 Well done lads. 130 00:18:11,200 --> 00:18:12,440 1, 2, 3... 131 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:14,039 How did he get on? 132 00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:16,640 Alright... 133 00:19:19,279 --> 00:19:21,359 He doesn't talk as much as he used to. 134 00:19:24,039 --> 00:19:25,359 Which is good. 135 00:19:29,680 --> 00:19:33,680 Brian has been talking with him all day long instead of working. 136 00:19:38,880 --> 00:19:42,160 Hey... Come on I'll give you a lift home. 137 00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:55,480 Your father doesn't like me. 138 00:20:03,559 --> 00:20:06,480 The work we did today... We do it every day? 139 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:09,880 Mainly mending fences and looking after sheep. 140 00:20:22,200 --> 00:20:24,200 Why do I live on this island? 141 00:20:29,960 --> 00:20:33,000 You have a tattoo of Scotland on your right arm. 142 00:20:40,359 --> 00:20:43,839 - Do I have a car? - Yes, but you're not allowed to drive. 143 00:20:56,839 --> 00:20:58,400 - What dog? - My dog. 144 00:20:58,480 --> 00:21:00,319 You don't have a dog. 145 00:21:07,400 --> 00:21:09,200 Of course, I have a dog. 146 00:21:10,359 --> 00:21:13,200 He was here when I came back from the hospital. 147 00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:17,720 - Are you sure it's not my dog? - You've never mentioned a dog. 148 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:30,480 Do I have any other friends? I mean apart from you? 149 00:21:30,559 --> 00:21:32,519 The whole island knows who you are. 150 00:21:32,599 --> 00:21:35,200 The whole island? Oh, so I'm famous? 151 00:21:58,319 --> 00:21:59,799 It's your mother. 152 00:22:02,799 --> 00:22:04,640 She had passed away. 153 00:22:07,559 --> 00:22:09,319 That's what you told us. 154 00:22:14,400 --> 00:22:16,200 Do I have any other family? 155 00:22:17,079 --> 00:22:18,599 You have a brother. 156 00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:26,599 But you don't speak. 157 00:22:27,640 --> 00:22:28,839 Why? 158 00:22:29,319 --> 00:22:30,920 You never explained. 159 00:22:36,839 --> 00:22:38,200 And this is me. 160 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:43,759 What else did I forget? 161 00:22:48,680 --> 00:22:50,680 Have you checked your mobile? 162 00:23:21,599 --> 00:23:23,480 So, I know all these people? 163 00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:34,920 I don't see many pictures with you in them. 164 00:23:36,079 --> 00:23:38,039 I don't like to be photographed. 165 00:23:42,559 --> 00:23:44,079 Why? 166 00:23:47,400 --> 00:23:48,680 Why? 167 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:57,519 It's a shame you don't like to be photographed. 168 00:24:01,720 --> 00:24:04,440 You are very photogenic. Look. 169 00:24:19,759 --> 00:24:21,599 Why did you take those? 170 00:24:29,200 --> 00:24:31,880 Brian will collect you tomorrow morning. 171 00:25:10,039 --> 00:25:12,119 We need to fix a few of the fences. 172 00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,720 Lambing will be early this year, everything's early. 173 00:25:16,039 --> 00:25:20,480 Angus is worried those gaps the lambs will get through unless we fix them up. 174 00:25:21,359 --> 00:25:22,799 What's with the dog? 175 00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,680 - It's a dog. - Well, your dog? 176 00:25:27,039 --> 00:25:31,039 Hey! Are you? Are you my dog? Yeah? My dog. 177 00:25:32,079 --> 00:25:36,279 - What, seriously? He is really your dog? - Your auntie says no. 178 00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:41,920 - Can we take him along with us? - Of course, we can. 179 00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:44,200 - Really? - Yeah. Nigel come on. 180 00:25:44,279 --> 00:25:45,759 Come on Nigel. 181 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:50,279 - Alright to go upstairs? - Yes, of course. 182 00:25:56,480 --> 00:25:58,720 You've had enough of Glasgow Molly? 183 00:25:59,079 --> 00:26:01,960 Yes, I've been wanting to come home for a while. 184 00:26:02,440 --> 00:26:04,519 David wasn't too keen but... 185 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:08,799 Now all the children have left home, I've managed to convince him. 186 00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:15,200 - How many do you have? - Three, two girls and a boy. 187 00:26:16,319 --> 00:26:20,000 The youngest, she just left college and she's moving in with her boyfriend. 188 00:26:20,359 --> 00:26:22,119 The other two are in London. 189 00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:29,279 And you? 190 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:31,400 Oh, everything's good. 191 00:26:32,039 --> 00:26:33,359 Do you have children? 192 00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:36,599 No. 193 00:26:42,799 --> 00:26:45,640 - Do you mind if I go upstairs? - No, help yourself. 194 00:26:59,480 --> 00:27:02,359 Look at him. A real tourist dog. 195 00:27:05,720 --> 00:27:07,759 So, it's your dog now is it? 196 00:27:09,759 --> 00:27:11,480 Yes... I guess. 197 00:27:12,119 --> 00:27:13,200 You guess? 198 00:27:15,319 --> 00:27:19,079 Well, you won't mind if I tell you not to bring her around here. 199 00:27:20,319 --> 00:27:21,319 Why? 200 00:27:21,799 --> 00:27:24,720 - He's playing with my dog. - They get along that's good. 201 00:27:25,519 --> 00:27:31,079 No, it's not good. My dog's a working dog. Yours is a pet. 202 00:27:32,240 --> 00:27:34,839 You know how long it takes to train a dog? 203 00:27:35,640 --> 00:27:37,880 I don't want him anywhere near my dog. 204 00:27:38,519 --> 00:27:40,240 He'll get the bad habits. 205 00:27:41,799 --> 00:27:43,279 Foreign habits. 206 00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:47,519 Brought you dinner. 207 00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:51,440 Thanks. 208 00:28:12,000 --> 00:28:13,400 Hi Beverly. 209 00:28:13,799 --> 00:28:15,079 Where are you? 210 00:28:15,480 --> 00:28:17,319 - At the Mcnee's house. - Still? 211 00:28:18,480 --> 00:28:19,880 Still. 212 00:28:19,960 --> 00:28:23,119 I was waiting for you to call. Do you know the time? 213 00:28:26,680 --> 00:28:28,799 Yes, I should have called. 214 00:28:29,519 --> 00:28:32,599 So, I guess I'll have to stay here over lunch then. 215 00:28:34,839 --> 00:28:36,960 - Yes. - Aye okay. 216 00:28:37,759 --> 00:28:41,559 Beverly, I won't be in this afternoon. I'll see you tomorrow. 217 00:28:51,519 --> 00:28:52,880 Hello. 218 00:29:04,680 --> 00:29:06,200 That's 7,99 please. 219 00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,519 Aye. 220 00:29:10,400 --> 00:29:11,640 Thank you. 221 00:29:15,759 --> 00:29:17,200 Thank you. 222 00:30:26,599 --> 00:30:27,920 Millie... 223 00:30:29,359 --> 00:30:31,480 - Can I come in? - Yeah. 224 00:30:37,240 --> 00:30:40,279 - Do you have something to drink? - Of course. 225 00:31:07,279 --> 00:31:10,160 I have the feeling that I annoyed you yesterday with all my questions, 226 00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:11,599 the things about the pictures, I'm sorry about-- 227 00:31:11,680 --> 00:31:13,079 We were together. 228 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:28,960 What do you mean together? 229 00:31:33,759 --> 00:31:36,759 Together... like... 230 00:31:38,960 --> 00:31:40,440 people who... 231 00:31:41,759 --> 00:31:42,920 are together. 232 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:48,920 You mean... like a couple? 233 00:31:51,720 --> 00:31:53,039 Almost. 234 00:31:57,319 --> 00:31:58,559 Almost? 235 00:32:01,839 --> 00:32:03,160 We were lovers. 236 00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:16,359 But... are we still together? 237 00:32:49,839 --> 00:32:53,200 - Yes. I'm sorry. No. - No, no, wait, wait, wait. 238 00:32:54,960 --> 00:32:59,079 Please, don't mention this to anyone. 239 00:33:02,279 --> 00:33:05,079 But ... Can I call you? 240 00:33:20,000 --> 00:33:22,079 We sold the house, over on Gravir. 241 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:42,719 Phil... 242 00:34:43,679 --> 00:34:45,800 Can I talk to you about something? 243 00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:59,159 Nigel is not really your dog, right? 244 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:05,880 What do you exactly want Brian? 245 00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:14,280 I'd like to look after Nigel. 246 00:35:16,480 --> 00:35:18,039 I'd like him to be my dog, 247 00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:20,440 my own dog. 248 00:38:14,519 --> 00:38:16,119 Millie! 249 00:38:20,039 --> 00:38:21,719 What are you doing here? 250 00:38:22,119 --> 00:38:25,239 - I was waiting for you. - How did you know where I worked? 251 00:38:25,320 --> 00:38:26,519 I ask to Brian. 252 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:31,079 - Did he drive you here? - No. I came with my car. 253 00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:34,039 Phil, you know you are not allowed to drive. 254 00:38:34,440 --> 00:38:37,920 I had no news. And you didn't answer to my messages. 255 00:38:42,480 --> 00:38:44,199 This is all my fault. 256 00:38:46,760 --> 00:38:49,679 I... shouldn't have told you. 257 00:38:51,280 --> 00:38:52,360 Why? 258 00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:58,280 Because I... 259 00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:04,320 Because it's wrong. 260 00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:07,519 - It's wrong? - Because you're ill. 261 00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:15,239 We can't have a relationship. It's not right. 262 00:39:16,559 --> 00:39:18,960 But we had a relationship before? 263 00:39:26,840 --> 00:39:27,760 Yes. 264 00:39:28,159 --> 00:39:31,400 And you want to stop it just because I've lost my memory? 265 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:33,599 - Yes. - Help me Millie. 266 00:39:33,679 --> 00:39:35,039 No, I am helping you. 267 00:39:35,119 --> 00:39:36,760 No, at his moment you're not helping me. 268 00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:38,559 - Phil please, don't do this... - You are in my mind now. 269 00:39:38,639 --> 00:39:43,239 - In my mind all the time, all the time. - Phil, please listen to me ... please. 270 00:39:45,079 --> 00:39:46,840 This is wrong. 271 00:39:48,679 --> 00:39:50,840 I should never have told you. 272 00:39:54,159 --> 00:39:56,840 Please, we can't do this. 273 00:40:07,760 --> 00:40:08,679 I'm sorry. 274 00:40:15,039 --> 00:40:16,639 I'm sorry. 275 00:41:13,559 --> 00:41:14,880 How long? 276 00:41:15,440 --> 00:41:17,960 I mean you and I? How long? 277 00:41:19,239 --> 00:41:20,840 A few months. 278 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:26,679 And nobody knows it? 279 00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:37,760 I don't know what it all means. 280 00:41:39,800 --> 00:41:41,440 - Do you know? - No. 281 00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:45,239 I never told you about them? 282 00:41:46,639 --> 00:41:48,000 Not all of them. 283 00:41:52,159 --> 00:41:53,480 About this one? 284 00:41:54,239 --> 00:41:55,440 No. 285 00:41:57,760 --> 00:41:59,320 And about this one? 286 00:42:00,280 --> 00:42:01,320 No. 287 00:42:04,039 --> 00:42:05,599 This one. 288 00:42:07,159 --> 00:42:08,599 It's you. 289 00:42:09,880 --> 00:42:12,239 You said that's how you wanted to be... 290 00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:18,480 barefooted, relaxed, enjoying the moment. 291 00:42:21,079 --> 00:42:22,760 He looks like you. 292 00:42:31,440 --> 00:42:33,559 Why can nobody know about us? 293 00:43:05,039 --> 00:43:06,840 - Hey. - I was waiting for you to call. 294 00:43:06,920 --> 00:43:08,199 I'm sorry Beverly. 295 00:43:08,280 --> 00:43:13,360 Viewings are... viewings are not part of my job. I'm freezing. 296 00:43:15,800 --> 00:43:19,039 What? Are you gonna at least say something? 297 00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:21,840 What about my lunch break? 298 00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:26,440 What the hell is wrong with you? 299 00:43:28,880 --> 00:43:30,760 There is nothing wrong with me Beverly. 300 00:43:30,840 --> 00:43:34,119 First time in a long time, there is nothing wrong with me. 301 00:43:35,360 --> 00:43:37,679 Now go on and have your lunch break. 302 00:43:42,280 --> 00:43:46,159 Every Christian learns that the more he or she grows in Christ, 303 00:43:46,639 --> 00:43:50,679 the more he or she becomes aware of sin in their lives, 304 00:43:51,519 --> 00:43:55,239 but he or she also knows and becomes more aware of Christ, 305 00:43:55,880 --> 00:44:01,559 who takes away our sins, who has imparted to us the power to resist sin. 306 00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:04,159 In this present life of course, 307 00:44:04,239 --> 00:44:08,400 sin will always be a powerful force for the Christians to reckon with. 308 00:44:08,719 --> 00:44:12,440 But it's no longer our Master, no longer the Lord of our lives. 309 00:44:12,960 --> 00:44:18,320 And it must and can be resisted. Sin is personified by Paul. 310 00:44:25,599 --> 00:44:27,480 Stop looking at me. 311 00:45:11,239 --> 00:45:13,559 Have we been here together before? 312 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:16,480 Yes. 313 00:45:26,239 --> 00:45:29,760 It's beautiful. Have you seen the color? 314 00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:35,079 And this beach is amazing. And there is no one! 315 00:45:35,159 --> 00:45:36,400 It's Sunday. 316 00:45:45,639 --> 00:45:50,400 It's really a pity that I cannot swim in this water. Do you think it's really cold? 317 00:45:54,320 --> 00:45:56,920 - It's not so cold. - Phil, it's freezing. 318 00:45:57,239 --> 00:45:59,360 No, really, it's not so cold. 319 00:46:12,679 --> 00:46:14,000 I go in it. 320 00:46:14,079 --> 00:46:17,400 Phil... you don't even have a towel! 321 00:46:17,880 --> 00:46:21,079 I'll dry with the wind and then I put my clothes and it's OK. 322 00:46:21,159 --> 00:46:22,599 You'll catch your death. 323 00:46:22,679 --> 00:46:27,440 Death? But I'm already dead, I died two weeks ago and I'm back 324 00:46:27,519 --> 00:46:31,000 and you cannot kill someone who has just been resurrected. 325 00:46:31,320 --> 00:46:33,360 Just give me one example in the Bible 326 00:46:33,440 --> 00:46:36,920 in which God kills someone who is just resurrected. Tell me. 327 00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:38,320 You can't? 328 00:46:38,400 --> 00:46:40,440 And since when do you know so much about the Bible? 329 00:46:40,519 --> 00:46:43,199 Yeah, I know but you have to admit, it would be stupid. 330 00:46:43,280 --> 00:46:44,599 So, it cannot be in the Bible. 331 00:46:45,239 --> 00:46:47,320 Phil, you don't even know if you can swim. 332 00:46:48,440 --> 00:46:51,079 I stop when the water comes here. 333 00:46:59,519 --> 00:47:01,079 Oh my god. 334 00:47:16,039 --> 00:47:19,639 It's freezing. It's really cold. Oh my god. 335 00:47:24,360 --> 00:47:26,519 It's really cold. 336 00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:31,199 The hospital called yesterday. 337 00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:36,039 They want you to go in for a check-up in Raigmore next Tuesday. 338 00:47:39,159 --> 00:47:43,000 - I don't want to go back to the hospital. - Well, I think you should go. 339 00:47:43,079 --> 00:47:46,840 Why? I'm fine Millie, look at me I'm fine. 340 00:47:48,079 --> 00:47:49,280 I don't want to go back. 341 00:47:50,159 --> 00:47:52,280 If I was supposed to die, I would be dead. 342 00:47:52,679 --> 00:47:54,559 And if I have to die, I'll die and it's all. 343 00:47:54,639 --> 00:47:56,599 Please don't say that Phil. 344 00:47:58,119 --> 00:48:02,480 Don't be afraid Millie. They did a lot of tests at the hospital last time 345 00:48:02,559 --> 00:48:06,639 and if I feel like something is going wrong, I will tell you directly. 346 00:48:07,440 --> 00:48:08,880 I promise you. 347 00:48:09,760 --> 00:48:12,199 I need to confirm the appointment. 348 00:48:16,639 --> 00:48:20,360 Just tell them... that I got my memory back, it's done. 349 00:48:22,360 --> 00:48:23,440 It's easy! 350 00:48:42,239 --> 00:48:44,840 Do you think that someone is looking at us? 351 00:48:46,599 --> 00:48:48,119 I hope not. 352 00:48:51,920 --> 00:48:54,119 I would like to take your hand. 353 00:49:25,079 --> 00:49:27,559 You've never asked how we got together. 354 00:49:31,159 --> 00:49:32,960 Don't you want to know? 355 00:49:38,400 --> 00:49:39,760 No. 356 00:49:48,039 --> 00:49:50,519 - Oh here, it's my turn. - You're right. 357 00:49:51,719 --> 00:49:54,440 Three. One, two, three. 358 00:49:55,719 --> 00:49:57,519 300! 359 00:50:06,480 --> 00:50:07,960 Don Juan? 360 00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:14,079 Yes, Don Juan. Do you know it? 361 00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:17,320 Hello. I'm Millie McPherson, from the agency. Comme in. 362 00:51:18,559 --> 00:51:19,960 How was your journey? 363 00:51:29,039 --> 00:51:35,960 Hi Phil, when can we come and collect Nigel? Best, Norman. 364 00:51:38,159 --> 00:51:40,840 - Who are these people? - I don't know. 365 00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:49,800 I'm sorry, I didn't remember. 366 00:52:15,559 --> 00:52:18,760 I'm not giving him back. He's my dog. 367 00:52:21,119 --> 00:52:25,119 Yeah, okay but they certainly will come back so what am I going to tell them? 368 00:52:25,199 --> 00:52:28,440 I don't care. I'm not giving him back. 369 00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:37,960 Nigel! 370 00:52:43,960 --> 00:52:49,119 - Come on. That's it. Good boy. - Hey Brian? 371 00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:51,400 Brian! 372 00:52:53,960 --> 00:52:55,079 Hey Brian! 373 00:53:04,519 --> 00:53:05,920 Brian! 374 00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:30,159 Hi Millie, it's me. 375 00:54:16,039 --> 00:54:19,960 It's my fault. I shouldn't have given this dog to Brian. It was stupid. 376 00:54:21,199 --> 00:54:22,320 What can we do? 377 00:54:23,159 --> 00:54:27,079 If Nigel is their dog, they'll come back for him. 378 00:54:37,039 --> 00:54:39,480 - Hello Peter. - Brian is in the bothy. 379 00:54:42,199 --> 00:54:44,480 - When did he leave? - Just now. 380 00:54:47,599 --> 00:54:50,599 - Are you sure he's gone there? - Sure he is. 381 00:54:53,159 --> 00:54:54,440 Okay. 382 00:54:55,559 --> 00:54:57,079 Stupid dog. 383 00:54:59,079 --> 00:55:02,159 - You will go? - I'll go. 384 00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:06,519 Bye. 385 00:55:15,480 --> 00:55:18,719 Brian has taken Nigel to our bothy. 386 00:55:21,159 --> 00:55:22,800 Are you mad at me? 387 00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:25,519 No, why would I be mad at you? 388 00:55:26,280 --> 00:55:28,199 Because I forgot everything? 389 00:55:32,119 --> 00:55:33,719 It's not your fault. 390 00:55:38,079 --> 00:55:40,000 Come on, I'll take you home. 391 00:56:50,159 --> 00:56:51,440 Good boy! 392 00:56:58,159 --> 00:57:00,760 We could've lied and I could've kept Nigel. 393 00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:06,280 We could have kept him hidden when people came around. 394 00:57:35,239 --> 00:57:36,840 I've lied to Brian. 395 00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:43,800 I've lied to Phil. 396 00:57:47,280 --> 00:57:50,840 I told him that we were together before his stroke. 397 00:57:53,679 --> 00:57:56,239 Just so that I could be with him. 398 00:58:03,400 --> 00:58:05,480 What will you do when he finds out? 399 00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:24,559 I won't tell anyone. 400 00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:37,599 You have to give the dog back. 401 00:58:41,320 --> 00:58:42,679 I know. 402 00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:52,800 Isn't that terrible. 403 00:58:55,800 --> 00:58:57,320 Do you know Phil well? 404 00:58:57,639 --> 00:59:02,559 Oh, not really, but he is a good neighbour. He's kind. 405 00:59:06,480 --> 00:59:10,119 This is the first time we've asked him to look after the dog. 406 00:59:12,199 --> 00:59:13,519 Tea? 407 00:59:13,880 --> 00:59:17,079 I hear you took good care of Nigel. 408 00:59:18,760 --> 00:59:19,960 Thank you. 409 00:59:21,079 --> 00:59:24,199 And... you've grown to like him. 410 00:59:24,920 --> 00:59:26,079 Yes. 411 00:59:27,400 --> 00:59:30,039 This whole story bothers me. 412 00:59:31,840 --> 00:59:35,519 Nigel's still young, he needs to be active. 413 00:59:36,840 --> 00:59:40,239 I'm not getting any younger and the same goes for my wife. 414 00:59:40,639 --> 00:59:44,800 To be honest, if anything should ever to happen to my wife and myself, 415 00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:49,000 we'd be glad to know that someone would take care of him. 416 00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:51,320 - Could you do that? - Yes. 417 00:59:51,679 --> 00:59:55,400 And in the meantime, you can come and get him whenever you want. 418 00:59:55,920 --> 00:59:58,480 - How does that sound? - Good. 419 00:59:59,039 --> 01:00:01,559 Good? Done. 420 01:00:04,880 --> 01:00:06,719 Bye, bye. Thank you. 421 01:00:21,679 --> 01:00:23,199 You're okay? 422 01:00:23,719 --> 01:00:25,000 Yes. 423 01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:28,000 I see you later? 424 01:00:30,079 --> 01:00:31,559 See you later. 425 01:01:52,599 --> 01:01:56,440 I know you are in Scotland, call me. Benoît. 426 01:02:55,679 --> 01:02:57,039 Phil? 427 01:03:06,719 --> 01:03:08,119 Phil? 428 01:03:49,079 --> 01:03:52,440 We're almost done. We'll finish tomorrow. 429 01:03:54,000 --> 01:03:58,119 Aye. Tomorrow is Fergus's funeral. 430 01:03:59,559 --> 01:04:01,519 - Fergus's funeral? - Yes. 431 01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:03,360 He died? 432 01:04:04,079 --> 01:04:05,880 Yes. Tuesday. 433 01:04:06,840 --> 01:04:09,960 - You didn't think to tell me, no? - I thought you knew. 434 01:04:11,800 --> 01:04:13,079 I didn't. 435 01:04:18,000 --> 01:04:20,199 I probably should have mention it. 436 01:04:22,159 --> 01:04:23,880 Yes, you should have. 437 01:04:46,239 --> 01:04:47,800 We'll finish up later. 438 01:04:51,719 --> 01:04:54,320 Honestly, I think he doesn't give a shit. 439 01:05:00,599 --> 01:05:02,480 It's little things you know. 440 01:05:02,880 --> 01:05:08,119 Like talking about the football or 'How was your day?', 441 01:05:10,760 --> 01:05:13,079 'Do you want to go out for a drink'. 442 01:05:15,800 --> 01:05:17,920 He just totally cut me out. 443 01:05:20,599 --> 01:05:22,039 You should talk to him. 444 01:05:22,920 --> 01:05:25,400 - What? - What you told to me. 445 01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:27,159 You're joking? 446 01:05:32,960 --> 01:05:36,639 My father thought I was a loser. That's the feeling I had. 447 01:05:38,079 --> 01:05:41,119 So, one day I decided to not talk to him anymore, never, 448 01:05:41,199 --> 01:05:43,199 and I left the house. I was young. 449 01:05:46,440 --> 01:05:47,639 And then he died. 450 01:05:49,800 --> 01:05:51,440 We never spoke again. 451 01:05:53,000 --> 01:05:55,000 But after the funeral, his friends came to me 452 01:05:55,079 --> 01:05:58,800 and they said that he was all the time talking about me. 453 01:06:02,719 --> 01:06:04,280 He was proud of me. 454 01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:08,719 So, talk to him now. 455 01:06:09,079 --> 01:06:12,280 After it will be too late, and you will have regrets. 456 01:06:23,400 --> 01:06:24,639 Take care. 457 01:07:51,320 --> 01:07:52,800 Fuck it! 458 01:07:55,400 --> 01:07:58,360 - This is also mine and you took it. - You didn't like it. 459 01:07:59,119 --> 01:08:00,480 They never should've fired the drummer. 460 01:08:00,559 --> 01:08:03,239 - They didn't fire him. - He was the soul of the band. 461 01:08:03,320 --> 01:08:04,639 No, the soul of the band was the bassist. 462 01:08:04,719 --> 01:08:05,920 No, it was the drummer. 463 01:08:06,000 --> 01:08:08,000 Besides, when they fired him, the band split. 464 01:08:08,079 --> 01:08:09,920 No, the band split because he didn't want to play the drums anymore. 465 01:08:10,000 --> 01:08:11,000 Yes, they fired him. 466 01:08:11,079 --> 01:08:12,559 No, he left because there was no more group because of him. 467 01:08:12,639 --> 01:08:14,800 That's right, you know everything. 468 01:08:20,479 --> 01:08:22,199 How did you find me? 469 01:08:26,720 --> 01:08:29,640 The Inverness Hospital contacted me. 470 01:08:30,279 --> 01:08:33,039 They are the ones who told me that you live here. 471 01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:40,840 I think the window above us all, 472 01:08:42,159 --> 01:08:48,520 the window that separate us from God is by nature a closed window. 473 01:08:51,000 --> 01:08:54,680 To be worthy of God's love, we, as humans 474 01:08:56,000 --> 01:08:58,760 must find a way to open that window. 475 01:09:01,560 --> 01:09:04,279 And sometimes it's the work of a lifetime. 476 01:09:05,680 --> 01:09:09,640 His entire life, a man must work toward this. 477 01:09:12,199 --> 01:09:15,800 And... Fergus did just that. 478 01:09:20,319 --> 01:09:22,680 That's what I'll say at the funeral. 479 01:09:33,520 --> 01:09:34,720 It's good. 480 01:09:35,680 --> 01:09:37,720 - Fergus would be happy. - Aye. 481 01:09:38,640 --> 01:09:39,960 I think he would be. 482 01:09:40,920 --> 01:09:42,079 Dram? 483 01:09:42,640 --> 01:09:44,600 Dram... oh, yeah why not. 484 01:09:51,000 --> 01:09:52,359 Brian? 485 01:09:57,359 --> 01:09:59,000 Were you with Phil? 486 01:10:02,840 --> 01:10:04,840 Has he got his memory back? 487 01:10:34,880 --> 01:10:36,319 Can we talk? 488 01:10:38,800 --> 01:10:41,479 The last time we tried to speak, it didn't go very well 489 01:10:41,560 --> 01:10:43,720 and then we decided to stop because it would be better for everyone. 490 01:10:43,800 --> 01:10:45,560 I don't know if you remember. 491 01:10:46,880 --> 01:10:50,359 Yes, but in the end there are priorities and health is a priority. 492 01:10:50,439 --> 01:10:52,560 The rest is bullshit we don't care about. 493 01:10:52,640 --> 01:10:53,720 OK. 494 01:10:57,039 --> 01:10:59,920 You could've told me that you had another stroke. 495 01:11:00,880 --> 01:11:03,000 I wanted to but I couldn't. 496 01:11:03,399 --> 01:11:05,560 Yes, that's what they told me. 497 01:11:08,640 --> 01:11:11,159 Did you really lose your memory this time? 498 01:11:13,720 --> 01:11:15,039 Yes. 499 01:11:20,479 --> 01:11:22,239 And how do you fell now? 500 01:11:24,079 --> 01:11:25,279 Good. 501 01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:27,840 - Are you fully recovered? - Yes. 502 01:11:28,479 --> 01:11:29,960 You seem to be fine. 503 01:11:34,479 --> 01:11:36,399 It seems you were lucky. 504 01:11:44,199 --> 01:11:47,239 If something happens to you in the middle of nowhere, you... 505 01:11:47,319 --> 01:11:48,680 I know. 506 01:11:50,840 --> 01:11:51,840 I know. 507 01:11:56,520 --> 01:11:58,720 Plus, you don't know anyone here. 508 01:11:58,800 --> 01:12:03,000 - It's not true. I know people. - But they are not family. 509 01:12:03,079 --> 01:12:04,800 There's nothing here. No hospital... 510 01:12:04,880 --> 01:12:07,840 Excuse me, but it's still the asshole of the world. 511 01:12:17,720 --> 01:12:19,359 Why don't you come home? 512 01:12:20,039 --> 01:12:24,520 We have room. I spoke about it with Agnès. You will have your own place. 513 01:12:26,960 --> 01:12:30,840 There will be always someone, if something happens to you. 514 01:12:37,199 --> 01:12:41,640 If you stay, you'll die here. You know that? 515 01:12:48,880 --> 01:12:51,680 You can't disappear like that every time... 516 01:12:57,560 --> 01:13:01,840 I don't want you to die here. I've came to take you back with me. 517 01:17:09,640 --> 01:17:11,680 I lost a good friend today. 518 01:17:15,680 --> 01:17:18,600 I'm glad you're here. Thank you. 519 01:17:22,640 --> 01:17:24,000 You're welcome. 520 01:18:32,319 --> 01:18:39,000 Have you seen the man just over there? With the peanuts? He sucks them up. 521 01:18:51,720 --> 01:18:55,920 I don't want to leave this world Millie. I'm fine here. I feel at home. 522 01:18:59,000 --> 01:19:01,000 Why would you want to leave? 523 01:19:02,159 --> 01:19:03,800 Because you lied to me. 524 01:19:06,840 --> 01:19:09,000 We've never been together before. 525 01:19:17,960 --> 01:19:19,960 But I'm not going to leave. I'm going to stay. 526 01:19:20,039 --> 01:19:22,439 Because I decided to stay until the end. 527 01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:29,079 And I refuse you to leave my life just because you're ashamed about your lie. 528 01:19:31,479 --> 01:19:33,920 I don't give a shit about your lie. 529 01:19:35,399 --> 01:19:36,920 It's good you lied to me, 530 01:19:37,000 --> 01:19:40,920 if you had not, there would have never happened something between us. 531 01:19:46,479 --> 01:19:48,840 I was in love with you before my stroke, 532 01:19:50,600 --> 01:19:52,640 but I was too shy to make a move. 533 01:19:59,640 --> 01:20:02,600 I want to stay with you. I want you to stay with me. 534 01:20:07,159 --> 01:20:08,640 I'm happy with you. 535 01:20:13,199 --> 01:20:14,960 I'm happy with you too. 536 01:20:16,760 --> 01:20:18,600 So why are we hiding? 537 01:20:31,439 --> 01:20:32,800 I'm so ashamed. 538 01:20:33,199 --> 01:20:35,960 No, don't be. 539 01:20:41,520 --> 01:20:43,319 I love you Millie. 540 01:22:28,039 --> 01:22:30,359 There's a dead sheep up there by the rocks. 541 01:22:30,439 --> 01:22:32,760 - How did it die? - Probably fell. 542 01:22:34,479 --> 01:22:37,640 We need to get the carcass back to the farm and bury it. 543 01:22:41,239 --> 01:22:43,239 - We'll finish this later. - Yeah. 544 01:22:43,800 --> 01:22:45,039 Are you sure you will be alright getting home? 545 01:22:45,119 --> 01:22:46,279 Just go. 546 01:24:30,199 --> 01:24:31,520 Auntie Millie ! 547 01:24:39,000 --> 01:24:40,119 Auntie Millie? 548 01:24:51,560 --> 01:24:52,960 How was it? 549 01:24:54,880 --> 01:24:56,720 A lot of people came. 550 01:25:13,920 --> 01:25:17,079 Everyone's wondering where you are Auntie Millie. 551 01:25:35,000 --> 01:25:36,760 Don't you worry about me. 552 01:25:40,279 --> 01:25:43,199 I know. I know. 553 01:25:59,520 --> 01:26:02,600 He said he would tell me when to give it to you but... 554 01:26:12,600 --> 01:26:14,079 Thank you. 555 01:26:32,760 --> 01:26:37,159 Millie, if you're reading this letter, that means Brian gave it to you. 556 01:26:38,279 --> 01:26:41,039 That means this time, I've gone for good. 557 01:26:42,159 --> 01:26:45,039 What we had together was not part of the plan. 558 01:26:45,760 --> 01:26:49,359 The doctors gave me very little time to live after my first stroke. 559 01:26:49,439 --> 01:26:51,920 That was in Belgium before I came here. 560 01:26:52,680 --> 01:26:57,000 They said I was doomed, but you offered me a second life. 561 01:26:57,680 --> 01:27:00,319 And even if it was much shorter than the first, 562 01:27:00,399 --> 01:27:02,520 it gave me much more happiness. 563 01:27:03,840 --> 01:27:06,680 Most of the records belong to my brother. 564 01:27:06,760 --> 01:27:10,439 I would like you to go to Belgium and give them back to him. 565 01:27:10,520 --> 01:27:12,880 I'd also like you to tell him that I love him 566 01:27:12,960 --> 01:27:15,720 and thank him for always carrying about me. 567 01:27:16,920 --> 01:27:19,159 I apologize for not listening to him, 568 01:27:19,239 --> 01:27:22,479 for leaving like that and for not staying in touch. 569 01:27:24,239 --> 01:27:28,199 But please tell him also that he must not have any regrets. 570 01:27:28,560 --> 01:27:30,000 Because I don't. 571 01:27:31,079 --> 01:27:35,279 Well I do, just one. That this is all over. 572 01:27:36,920 --> 01:27:40,359 I was happy Millie. As happy as I ever was. 573 01:27:42,119 --> 01:27:44,800 There is nothing on this world more beautiful than you 574 01:27:44,880 --> 01:27:46,840 and you deserve to be happy. 575 01:27:47,680 --> 01:27:50,000 I love you. Phil. 576 01:28:50,840 --> 01:28:51,960 Hello. 577 01:28:54,520 --> 01:28:59,920 We saw your car... We wanted to say we are sorry. 578 01:29:00,000 --> 01:29:01,399 Thank you. 579 01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:05,840 - Did he have any family? - Yes, he had a brother. 580 01:29:06,920 --> 01:29:10,720 - And he had friends? - Yes, and he had me. 581 01:29:16,520 --> 01:29:18,079 - Take care. - Thank you.